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No, I don’t.
I do not write poetry because
I stare at the sun at dawn, and compete with daybreak on my way to the motor park
The sun scorches my feet at noon as I race after cars to sell my wares.

I do not write poetry because
Feeble fingers don’t type on keyboards
When my brother was laid off without severance, hunger became our tranche, a trance
I wore the breadwinner’s cap as my brother wallowed his sorrow in wine and K-drama
Binge-watching away his misery on Netflix while soaking his pillow with muffled tears

I do not write poetry because
When my mother’s surgery gulped our savings –
The one that was opened for our family land
We thought we’d be free from Lagos landlords
After two decades of paying agreements and commissions;
life must have laughed at us heartily.

I do not write poetry because
JAMB has jammed me thrice in a row, or will poetry give me admission?
I do not know what the cut-off is these days, since I am caught up in the chaos of survival
Please don’t ask me if I write poetry when I am still listening to the growls
Of heinous hunger, making my belly their abode.

Faith Emmanuel

Faith Emmanuel has published poetry chapbooks, including ‘Lagos Doesn’t Sleep,’ ‘December Blues,’ and ‘Adulting in Nigeria,’ which he co-authored with his brother. He is a former winner of the Briggite Poirson Poetry Contest and a joint winner of the Eriata Orhiabor Food Poetry Prize. His works have been published on Authorpedia, Kalahari Review, and many more. He was a Sprinng mentee in 2018 and has been a mentor since 2019.

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